Nowadays, I feel like I regret choosing to go to a CC over 4 years because the stress of reapply to college and having to currently keep your gpa up is just too much for me. So now im feel like im not good enough for them because my gpa is only 3.6. Like it’s messed up that they would rather look for good students than passive students. This college look at your gpa instead of your extracurricular. I guess Im having imposter syndrome, Idek if im using the term correctly but after finding out about my C in Calc l, I feel like I wouldn’t be able to get in my college because 1. I did try asking my prof to drop the grade to a D so I can retake the class but he said no, well sort of but idk anymore. But my gpa will never recover because of that C. But I’m planning to forget this C and move on to Calc ll (I’ll go over the Calc l in the summer ) and hope to be a better student to get an A to show that I putting more efforts than I’ve when taking Calc l. Not going to lie, I did really well in Calc l and got a solid B throughout the semester but after final, it went down to a C. I’m trying to transferring next fall to a 4 years uni. I’m currently being waitlist in physics 129 with Dr.Colwell (rank 4) which is leading me think that I won’t be able to get in the class and I’m scared of this because I need this class in order to take physics 130, which is one of my preparation class for my major. Hi everyone, First off I just want to said that I’m tend to overthink everything and just make everything hard for myself but I though writing things will help and hope some of you will be able to give advice to lesser the stress and overthinking a bit.

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